Sometimes I wonder why?
I’ve given you everything I have to give
yet i’m reduced in ur eyes
you can do whateva
but when it comes to me
there’s no such thing

if you love me so much
so sincerely,
then how, and why do u treat me so badly
or better yet y do i continue to endure ur torture

everynight, u dig deeper, fillin my heart with sorrow
inflictin pain into my mind
pure anger into my soul
i love u more than life
yet u treat me so wrong

I lay awake crying at night
so worn, so torn, so battered
my mind has suffered through enough of ur words
your actions, your misguided conceptions
yet i still cater to you…..

do you not see the pain u cause me
do u not hear the anguish when we speak
can u not feel my energy
its so low, u bring me down to my lowest
yet I love you

mistreatin me,
i guess its something i like
cause im still here
weary, but still fightin
because I believe in us

yet u continue to mistreat me