I’m havin an emotional meltdown at finding out the truth 
I gave u all the affection and care I thought u needed 
Obviously it wasn’t enough. For u 
Its funny how what happens in the dark comes to light 

Me being your woman, she being your wife 
Strung along like the strings of a lonely guitar 
Sitting alone by the window waiting, watching, in hopes of seeing your car 
Wondering why u came and called under the safety of darkness 
Or why you couldn’t stay long enough to sleep 
Thinking I had special privileges in UR life 
Turns out that wasn’t so, I was just your sideline….HO 

mentally I paint envious pictures: silhouettes of u and her 
No. I cant stand, no I wont stand for u and her 
endless thoughts of u and me, constantly interrupt my brain, 
me screaming out your name, as u bring me to exotic bliss 
clouds what clear thoughts that I have 

How much of a fool could I have been 
Giving me sufficient amounts of your time 
So I wouldn’t complain 
There was no way to know u didn’t care for me 
I allowed you to manipulate my heart… 
Damn my emotional disability for the confused and dishonest… 
You saw me as a target & aimed your arrow w/out warning… 
I’m left to suffer in this crippled state of distress… 
Peeping in the mirror wanting u still to fill up my nest 

this love I have for u Cant be Real 
when you say you love her 
I know u do 
and yet my love for u still burns deep like a fire on its last log, 
so powerful, so heated but consumed, 

after everything, I still want you