I just be cooling doe wrd to @GoRedLokkz

I just be cooling doe wrd to @GoRedLokkz

If I text you good morning… It’s some real shyt

If I text you good morning… It’s some real shyt

Tryna leave work early

Tryna leave work early

dejavu11: fleetsparrow: iconuk01: taytaymore: pathologicallypedantic: mrlovett: mykthegreat: qurlniqua: nyulocal: Read the fine print. wat Woooow that’s illegal Yeah, my school disgusts me sometimes. Can someone say illegal hiring practices? So  is questioning someone’s sexual history like TMI Tuesday? If I apply will there be random grey-faces trolling me? Personally, I would go to the interview and outline an extraordinary sexual history in excruciating detail, possibly with a powerpoint presentation and diagrams; that time there were three of us naked on the flying trapeze, my involvement in the world’s largest naked conga line, that time on Splash Mountain…. just to watch their narrow minded little heads explode. This is honestly the best comment I’ve ever read and I just need this on my blog to keep me from raging over the picture. lmmfaoooooooo the bold!!! 
End Piracy, Not Liberty #SOPA https://www.google.com/landing/takeaction/

End Piracy, Not Liberty #SOPA

https://www.google.com/landing/takeaction/

The 3 Emotions of relationships The Good: Are things that will never leave …good memories are the best the good tends to make you forget that anything else matters whether that maybe ..that your having a bad day a bad yr whatever. The good never hurts.. the good is always there for you… The good…. The bad:  The bad.. Are things that you can forgive but never forget. I have forgave the bad so many times… i have drawn myself somtimes towards the bad i have done some bad. how im living now some consider bad.. Along with the good i have some bad memories..as well the bad as always been there.. i cant shake the bad. it accompanies the good..  The Ugly:  The ugly is like a snake waiting for its attack the ugly is always right behind the bad, but is far more vicious the ugly never apologizes. The ugly always runs and hides. The ugly can never be forgiven if it was to apologize The ugly hurts and dwells into your soul and cannot be fixed I have met the ugly.. the ugly has hurt so many times as the bad… the ugly has remained anonymous through out these yrs There always more than one … The GOod, the bad , the ugly… 

The 3 Emotions of relationships

  • The Good: Are things that will never leave …good memories are the best the good tends to make you forget that anything else matters whether that maybe ..that your having a bad day a bad yr whatever. The good never hurts.. the good is always there for you… The good….


  • The bad: 
    The bad.. Are things that you can forgive but never forget. I have forgave the bad so many times… i have drawn myself somtimes towards the bad i have done some bad. how im living now some consider bad.. Along with the good i have some bad memories..as well the bad as always been there.. i cant shake the bad. it accompanies the good.. 


  • The Ugly: 
    The ugly is like a snake waiting for its attack the ugly is always right behind the bad, but is far more vicious the ugly never apologizes. The ugly always runs and hides. The ugly can never be forgiven if it was to apologize The ugly hurts and dwells into your soul and cannot be fixed I have met the ugly.. the ugly has hurt so many times as the bad… the ugly has remained anonymous through out these yrs There always more than one … The GOod, the bad , the ugly… 

    • Thoughtz processed im hiding again  tryna fight a battle that my mind cannot win  im trapped, alone and scared of what i see  its a image, but its not me  i’ve constantly tried to understand who i am  but no mirror, no words, no one can define me  i’ve conformed to the worlds of a small simple minded society  gave up my freedom to be their version of what me is supposed to be  how can i live, and be happy, when im not sure who i am  how can i survive when i dont know how to live  how can i grow, when i dont have the tools to learn  how can i make them understand, what my own mind cant  my mind is my haven, its filled with realness  only in my head am i allowed to be free  i’ve spent sleepless nights trying to figure out, who exactly is me  demented, is my thoughts  deranged is my mindframe  an enigma of what my heart says  a exponent at the gift of creativity  but yet i still havent learn to be me  my walls are cavin ive tried to say goodbye  endgame, but i was too scared  had an angel, my strength, calling me back  holding me when i couldnt go on lettin me know that it wasnt wrong  yet, I couldnt face what i had become  my image was a reflection of someone  it wasnt me, cuz i didnt know me  it was the person, who i thought i could be  kontained, wraped in chains,  forced out, by a willpower stronger than my own  who i am not can no longer live on  to survive i have to break free, dissassocaite the chains that bind me  with eyes  filled with pain and sorrow  i rise like a phoenix  full of promise for tommorrow  kontained i am not, exiled i am  a fighter with a strong will  leaving but never actually leaving  finding a balace between wanting and needing  I fly

    Thoughtz processed

    im hiding again 
    tryna fight a battle that my mind cannot win 
    im trapped, alone and scared of what i see 
    its a image, but its not me 
    i’ve constantly tried to understand who i am 
    but no mirror, no words, no one can define me 

    i’ve conformed to the worlds of a small simple minded society 
    gave up my freedom to be their version of what me is supposed to be 
    how can i live, and be happy, when im not sure who i am 
    how can i survive when i dont know how to live 
    how can i grow, when i dont have the tools to learn 
    how can i make them understand, what my own mind cant 

    my mind is my haven, its filled with realness 
    only in my head am i allowed to be free 
    i’ve spent sleepless nights trying to figure out, who exactly is me 
    demented, is my thoughts 
    deranged is my mindframe 
    an enigma of what my heart says 
    a exponent at the gift of creativity 
    but yet i still havent learn to be me 

    my walls are cavin ive tried to say goodbye 
    endgame, but i was too scared 
    had an angel, my strength, calling me back 
    holding me when i couldnt go on lettin me know that it wasnt wrong 

    yet, I couldnt face what i had become 
    my image was a reflection of someone 
    it wasnt me, cuz i didnt know me 
    it was the person, who i thought i could be 
    kontained, wraped in chains, 
    forced out, by a willpower stronger than my own 
    who i am not can no longer live on 

    to survive i have to break free, dissassocaite the chains that bind me 
    with eyes 
    filled with pain and sorrow 
    i rise like a phoenix 
    full of promise for tommorrow 
    kontained i am not, exiled i am 
    a fighter with a strong will 
    leaving but never actually leaving 
    finding a balace between wanting and needing 
    I fly

    TE QUIERO CONMIGO im visualizing, rooftops, legs interwined, hands roaming, my hair, ur hair  suddenly, remembering that i am with you, smiling, looking up thanking the stars  that they aligned, that our signs, our moon, is equal  you are wit me, and i with you  endless nights of dreams visions of u, next to me, me cuddled under u  our pieces fitting together, like a puzzle  i wasnt supposed to like u, this way  but if falling feels this good, ill take it repeated infinity  you, me, slow steady simple beats, smooth drum patterns, light guitar riff  making sweet poetry with our besos, Te quiero conmigo  not worrying about the past, not concerned with the future  just focused on us building, our great wall together  know im all about you, and only you 

    TE QUIERO CONMIGO

    im visualizing, rooftops, legs interwined, hands roaming, my hair, ur hair 
    suddenly, remembering that i am with you, smiling, looking up thanking the stars 
    that they aligned, that our signs, our moon, is equal 
    you are wit me, and i with you 
    endless nights of dreams visions of u, next to me, me cuddled under u 
    our pieces fitting together, like a puzzle 
    i wasnt supposed to like u, this way 

    but if falling feels this good, ill take it repeated infinity 
    you, me, slow steady simple beats, smooth drum patterns, light guitar riff 
    making sweet poetry with our besos, Te quiero conmigo 

    not worrying about the past, not concerned with the future 
    just focused on us building, our great wall together 
    know im all about you, and only you 

    Silly Girl I’m havin an emotional meltdown at finding out the truth  I gave u all the affection and care I thought u needed  Obviously it wasn’t enough. For u  Its funny how what happens in the dark comes to light  Me being your woman, she being your wife  Strung along like the strings of a lonely guitar  Sitting alone by the window waiting, watching, in hopes of seeing your car  Wondering why u came and called under the safety of darkness  Or why you couldn’t stay long enough to sleep  Thinking I had special privileges in UR life  Turns out that wasn’t so, I was just your sideline….HO  mentally I paint envious pictures: silhouettes of u and her  No. I cant stand, no I wont stand for u and her  endless thoughts of u and me, constantly interrupt my brain,  me screaming out your name, as u bring me to exotic bliss  clouds what clear thoughts that I have  How much of a fool could I have been  Giving me sufficient amounts of your time  So I wouldn’t complain  There was no way to know u didn’t care for me  I allowed you to manipulate my heart…  Damn my emotional disability for the confused and dishonest…  You saw me as a target & aimed your arrow w/out warning…  I’m left to suffer in this crippled state of distress…  Peeping in the mirror wanting u still to fill up my nest  this love I have for u Cant be Real  when you say you love her  I know u do  and yet my love for u still burns deep like a fire on its last log,  so powerful, so heated but consumed,  after everything, I still want you

    Silly Girl

    I’m havin an emotional meltdown at finding out the truth 
    I gave u all the affection and care I thought u needed 
    Obviously it wasn’t enough. For u 
    Its funny how what happens in the dark comes to light 

    Me being your woman, she being your wife 
    Strung along like the strings of a lonely guitar 
    Sitting alone by the window waiting, watching, in hopes of seeing your car 
    Wondering why u came and called under the safety of darkness 
    Or why you couldn’t stay long enough to sleep 
    Thinking I had special privileges in UR life 
    Turns out that wasn’t so, I was just your sideline….HO 

    mentally I paint envious pictures: silhouettes of u and her 
    No. I cant stand, no I wont stand for u and her 
    endless thoughts of u and me, constantly interrupt my brain, 
    me screaming out your name, as u bring me to exotic bliss 
    clouds what clear thoughts that I have 

    How much of a fool could I have been 
    Giving me sufficient amounts of your time 
    So I wouldn’t complain 
    There was no way to know u didn’t care for me 
    I allowed you to manipulate my heart… 
    Damn my emotional disability for the confused and dishonest… 
    You saw me as a target & aimed your arrow w/out warning… 
    I’m left to suffer in this crippled state of distress… 
    Peeping in the mirror wanting u still to fill up my nest 

    this love I have for u Cant be Real 
    when you say you love her 
    I know u do 
    and yet my love for u still burns deep like a fire on its last log, 
    so powerful, so heated but consumed, 

    after everything, I still want you

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